Well life suck the only way i can get out my anger is art. Either taking pictures or drawing or even writing. This sux my bf was caught touching on a girl that i dont even like and i was pissed cuz he denied that he did all of this to my face.. it hurt my feelings alot and i dont know wat to do about it. All i think about is him cheating on me and having more than one girlfriend. Am i the only one or no does he say he loves me because im here and he doesnt want to lose his fall back.. what am i supposed to think..he ALWAYS acusses me of cheating on him and its getting old. he said but thats who i am and i told him that if he really trusts me and loves me then he will stop asking me about other guys and trust me.... also i am not even aloud to talk to other guys.. he gets so jealous and its dumb.. i think that he needs to get the fact that im not going to leave him and that all i want is him. crazy men and all this is driving me insane.. my parents think that i am getting mentally sick and unstable and they say that i have no self respect....they even want me to go to family counciling, what the hell do i need family counciling for. i dont have to tell them my problems i can keep them to myslef.. thats why they are personal problems... hello dont they know these things.. anyways so i really hope that this whole dating thing gets better cuz i am so tired of skeezy guys and my family bugging me about him.......